When we’re in pain, particularly when it’s not a result of anything we have done, we often feel either like shaking our fist at God or burying our head back under the pillow and asking, “Why, God? This isn’t the life I signed up for.” This week, we’ll consider Pastor Rob’s response to such sentiments in his book When the Bottom Drops Out. While acknowledging that such reactions are universal, he uses the story of Abraham to illustrate that God really does turn adversity into our advantage—when we allow Him to do so.
We thank Kim Miller—a senior editor at Tyndale House Publishers who worked with Pastor Rob on the editing of his book—for preparing these devotional thoughts. Kim also attends Wheaton Bible Church, and leads a small group of sixth grade girls in Quest56.
Today we are reading and meditating on Hebrews 11:9-10. The text below is taken from the New International Version, but feel free to read from the version of your choice.
By faith [Abraham] made his home in the promised land like a stranger in a foreign country; he lived in tents, as did Isaac and Jacob, who were heirs with him of the same promise. For he was looking forward to the city with foundations, whose architect and builder is God.
About two months after Gracia Burnham and her husband, Martin, were kidnapped by the Abu Sayyaf, a militant Islamic group in the Philippines, she reached a low point of despair. Her captors marched them through the jungle all day yet Gracia was unable to sleep at night. Her mind was tormented by thoughts like, “You trust in the Lord, but you’re still here.”
While sitting with her husband by a river one day, Gracia told him that while she still believed that God was the Creator and Savior, she no longer believed that He loved them. Gently, he responded, “It seems to me that either you believe it all, or else you don’t believe at all.”
While she wasn’t ready to accept Martin’s words right then, she kept thinking about what he had said. A few days later, while sitting by the river again, she realized she had a choice: She could either give in to her resentment or, by faith, she could choose to believe God’s Word. She felt as if God was telling her, “If you’re going to believe that I died for you, why not believe that I love you? Why don’t you let me put my arms around you and love you?”
Gracia gave up. She turned over all her pain and anger to God. “From that day on,” she writes, “the Lord somehow let me know in my spirit that he was still faithful.”[1]
Gracia Burnham was able to live out the second principle that Abraham teaches us: By faith, wait for God, even when it appears He’s forgotten you. Gracia had to trust God during a year-long captivity—and even more so when her husband was killed by the crossfire during a gun battle.
And what was the secret of Gracia and Martin’s faith? Neither engaged in positive thinking for its own sake; instead, like Abraham in today’s passage, they were “looking forward to the city with foundations, whose architect and builder is God.” They were focused on heaven, our ultimate destination, the place where we will meet our Lord face to face.
Both also chose to listen to the voice of God. Apparently God spoke directly to Abraham. While Gracia neither heard an audible voice nor even had a Bible to read while in captivity, she reflected on the words of Scripture passages and hymns that she had memorized in years past.
Perhaps you wonder if God has forgotten your situation today. You might even question if He really loves You. If so, ask Him to put His arms around you and love you. Invite Him to fill you with joy and hope at the thought of heaven.
Lord Jesus,
I confess that in the midst of my pain it can be easy to listen to the voice that tells me I should doubt your love. Please break through that today and help me feel Your love. Fill my spirit with hope as I consider living with You forever in heaven one day.
Amen.
[1] Gracia Burnham, In the Presence of My Enemies (Carol Stream, IL: Tyndale, 2003), 141–143.